Saturday, September 15, 2012

A Healed Heart..

I haven't blogged in a long time. I haven't really know what to say to be honest. Just this past week, I was driving windows down music blasted and I realized my heart doesn't hurt anymore like it did. The past 6 months have been some of the most painful months, but I would go through them all over again because of where I am now. I am so blessed! so thankful that the God I serve and follow knows what is best. I am so thankful for the ways that he has and is turning my mourning into joy. I am loving everyday that I live in Nashville. I have always wanted to get into medical sales and the lord provided that as soon as I was obedient and followed him here. He meets me here. He has always met me, but I was too busy trying to help him out. The way I lived my life prior to my engagement ending was as if I thought the lord was too busy to answer my prayers so clearly I needed to help him. As the rug was pulled out from underneath my feet I am seeing he is never too busy for me. He has the best plans. He has written the most beautiful story for me, I just have to surrender my control and open my hands and say "okay, Lord I am here and I will go where you go and I will love where you love."

song of the day: "Carry Your Name" by Christy Nockels