So, last night I had the most vivid dream. I dreamt that I had gone back to Mozambique. In my dream I was a bit older, like early 30's, and was married with children. We as a family traveled to Mozambique to try and adopt Mido. Mido in my dream was 11. I had not seen him since he was 2. We drove up the red dirt road to the compound to find Mido. I get off the trunk and there is a big festival going on. Lots of singing and dancing. I wasn't sure how I was going to find him. I began to shout "Mido! Mido! Mido" I look to the right and this hansom boy is looking straight at me. He runs up to me and in perfect english says, "I have been waiting for you to come back" I looked at him with tears in my eyes and asked if he even remembered me. He responds, "I could never forget you." Now weeping he places his not so little arms around my neck and hugs me tightly and cries with me. My husband and kids come and join us in the sweet embrace. My kids say to him that their mom has never stopped sharing his story to them and others. They ask him if he will be a part of our family and come back to the states with us. He cries and said that is what he had been praying for since I left him many years earlier.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Mido
So, last night I had the most vivid dream. I dreamt that I had gone back to Mozambique. In my dream I was a bit older, like early 30's, and was married with children. We as a family traveled to Mozambique to try and adopt Mido. Mido in my dream was 11. I had not seen him since he was 2. We drove up the red dirt road to the compound to find Mido. I get off the trunk and there is a big festival going on. Lots of singing and dancing. I wasn't sure how I was going to find him. I began to shout "Mido! Mido! Mido" I look to the right and this hansom boy is looking straight at me. He runs up to me and in perfect english says, "I have been waiting for you to come back" I looked at him with tears in my eyes and asked if he even remembered me. He responds, "I could never forget you." Now weeping he places his not so little arms around my neck and hugs me tightly and cries with me. My husband and kids come and join us in the sweet embrace. My kids say to him that their mom has never stopped sharing his story to them and others. They ask him if he will be a part of our family and come back to the states with us. He cries and said that is what he had been praying for since I left him many years earlier.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Monday, December 27, 2010
Laughter...
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
A Time To Dance
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Sharing The Good News...
What To Do Next...
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Brrrrr...
Sunday, December 12, 2010
How To Survive a Snow Storm...
Friday, December 10, 2010
Graduation is TOMORROW
So, today has been a great day. Went to graduation practice. Talk about weird. Met my roommate for lunch. Went shopping all day. Bought an outfit for tomorrow night (C.E.L.E.B.R.A.T.E GOOD TIMES COME ON!) Met a sweet high school friend for coffee. Met the besties for dinner. Ran into a high school best friend. Chatted it up with M. And now I am in my bed and ready to wake up at the crack of dawn to flip my tassel.
Monday, December 6, 2010
The Battle is WON!
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Becoming Who God Desires...
If we are really following Jesus, we will go to the hard places. Being a Christ follower means being acquainted with sorrow. Because we must know sorrow to be able to fully appreciate Joy. Joy costs pain, but the pain is worth it.
My prayer today is that I will allow the Lord to make me into who He desires me to be. God, you are constantly at work to shape me in the wholeness of Christ, you know the hardness of the structures of my being that resist your shaping touch. You know the deep inner rigidities of my being that reject your changing grace. By your grace soften my hardness and rigidity; help me to become pliable in your hands. Even as I pray this, may there be a melting of my innate resistance to your transforming love.
The other day I went for a run where in between struggling for deep breaths (seriously, it was so cold I couldn't breathe) I began to weep. I challenge ya'll to go for a run in the below zero weather and cry out to Jesus at the same time. It is pretty much an oxygen tanks dream come true. I was running, jamming to Watermark, and crying out to the Lord. I have hit a place in my life that I don't have any control. I have felt my heart ache a deep ache. The other morning I woke up and all I could do was read scripture. Do you ever feel the weight of this life to where you can't move? I laid in my bed and as I read His word, I literally felt my heart lift. I read in Galatians 6:7-10 about what we reap is what we sow. And let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if WE DO NOT GIVE UP. Therefore, as we have OPPORTUNITY, let us do good to all people, especially to those who belong to the family of believers.
Those words hit me deeply. When I was running I was crying out to Jesus because I was tired of loving so well, I was tired of really seeking Him and not seeing my desires being met, I cried out to Him to provide a community that really is after His heart in the way I long to be. I cried out to Him to provide friends that are selfless and deeply committed to the KINGDOM, not the pettiness of this world. When I read these words, He whispered in my ear, "I see you Chelsey. I know your heart is weary. I know you desire to be with your husband. I know you are tired of being a good friend. BUT don't give up. Don't think that you are waisting away. I am MAKING YOU INTO THE WOMAN I CREATED YOU TO BE!" Gosh, can we say phewww! Here I am having a pity party for myself when all along Jesus is fashioning me, changing me, molding me, transforming me from the inside out. He is calling me to be the change this world needs. HE IS CALLING YOU TO BE THE CHANGE THIS WORLD NEEDS. He is calling us to NOT GIVE UP. Even if you are single and 22 years old. Even if you have a college degree and you are a full time nanny. Even if you love your friends deeply and intentionally and don't receive the same in return. Even if your family thinks your nuts because you want to hold the broken, the lost, and the needy and don't care to make 80K a year. He is enough! He is my COMPLETE JOY! He is what sustains me! He is what fills me up. HE is what says I am altogether beautiful just the way I am.
Listen to "Constant" by: Watermark! He is constant! He goes after EVERY heart! Lets be a body that is constantly running after HIM!
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
The Waiting Room.
Monday, November 29, 2010
Faith That MOVES Mountains...
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Unto the Lamb.
For this very heart you've shaped for your pleasure..
The purpose to lift your name high..
Hear and surrender in pure adoration..
I enter your courts with an offering of praise..
I am Your servant come to bring you glory..
As is fit for the work of your hands..
Now unto the lamb who sits on the throne..
Be glory and honor and praise..
All of creation resounds with the song..
Worship and praise him the Lord of Lords..
The spirit now living and dwelling within me..
Keep my eyes fixed ever upon Jesus' face..
Let not the things of this world ever sway me..
I'll run 'till I finish the race..
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Hope.
Saturday, November 13, 2010
I am Restless until I rest in YOU
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Graduation is near...
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Change.
I am learning more and more about myself with everyday that passes. I can not wait to get to a place where life is more settled. But, with that said the Lord is showing me how to have a content heart and mind even in an unsettled season.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Shopping Really Is Great Medicine Sometimes..
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
In All Things I WIll Praise Your Name!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Reaching Into The Chaos
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Flipping the Page...
This is the start of the next chapter of my life. I am about to graduate from college. Never thought this day would come. When I was in High school I had envisioned my life for the time that I was in college. But, after college I just do not know what to expect. So, I am living with my hands open. My life open. I know and believe that what Jeremiah says in 29:11 “For HE knows the plans He has for me,” is true. So here we go...buckle up and hold on tight because this ride is about to begin.
As I live in Palm Beach Gardens, FL interning for Nordstrom, I wonder where I am going to go next. I have a little bit of security since I am going home for five months to finish up school. But, other than that I have no idea what is ahead. It’s kind of freeing to not know. It’s also kind of scary.
Let me just say this Summer has been one heck of a summer. I have learned how to sell Men’s clothing like no ones business. I have learned how to start a grill and make a mean pizza on it. I have learned how to rollerblade in 100 degree heat. I have learned that when they say do the crocodile at a dance club you should just close your eyes. I have learned how to put together a fashion show in two weeks. I have learned how to use a mac. I have learned that it is hard to keep up with everyone when your life is on a different schedule. I have learned that my family and best friends really are God’s tangible gifts to me. I have learned that He has to be my source of strength or I won’t get very far. I have learned that my passions can not be tucked away. I have learned that my heart beats to a new beat when I think about my Summer in Pemba. I have learned that I am HIS and He is mine. I have learned that MY story alone is powerful. I have learned that this summer, although stretching and hard, has been one I will never forget.